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Creator of Autumn (4), Sophia (2), and Gabriel (1)
Single super mom
Anime addict, lizard lover, yogi
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Yay!! The state liked my wonky drivers license picture and the kids’ birth certificates are officially in the mail!!
ONE step closer to moving out!!

1 hour ago with 2 notes

🙏🙏🙏 #butREALLY #fiftyshadesofgray #fiftyshades


Selfie break at work.

Autumn: Mom, take a picture with me. Squish our cheeks together!

Maybe today wasn’t so bad :)

2 days ago with 1 note

Work was actually pretty awful today.

Of course it was a day I went in at 2 this morning. To start it off, they had me and Melissa doing the job of 4 people. We were doing well, until any point in time I had to walk away for 10 seconds. In which case, we’d get hella backed up.  And then when everyone else showed up at 6, I thought “hey, maybe it’ll get better cause now we’ve got everyone here.” HAHAHA Nope. The machine runs at 126 parts an hour and I’m the ONLY person that can keep up with it, apparently. So, whenever I was relieved for break, I’d come back to an absolute hot mess and have to do 8 parts for every 2 parts the other person did.

Why? It’s literally so fucking easy, why am I the ONLY person who cares enough to keep up? 

2:30 rolls around and first shift is supposed to be in the quality meeting but second shift is taking their sweet time to relieve us, so I just walked the fuck away. I’m tired of all the bullshit. I do my job and I work hard at it. I’m tired of being the only person who cares.

2 days ago with 2 notes

“Dear future child
If it’s 3am and you find yourself in a world of complete despair
Please do not turn to strangers on the internet for solace as I did
Please climb onto my bed
And I will hold you until the demons sleep
If it is Thursday morning and you are too sad to move
I won’t force you
I will buy ice cream and we will watch your favourite tv show and I will remind you of your importance
If you feel as if you have no purpose
I will remind you that you were created entirely with love and every pain you feel, I feel too
When you’re sure you can’t go on anymore
I will tell you that when I was 21 I searched for peace at the bottom of a vodka bottle chased by a bottle of pain killers
But that five years later
When you were placed in my arms in the delivery room
I realised that you were why I had been holding on
Without realising it, you saved me, do you know how amazing that is?
So if you ever feel like grabbing that vodka bottle, put it down, we will get in the car and I will drive until the sky turns magenta
I will show you how the sun rises every morning to encourage you to rise too
Sweetheart I refuse to be unaware of your sufferings
As my mother was to mine.”

Your mental health is my priority. (via be-fearless-brave-and-kind)

2 days ago with 9,623 notes